My Prince Charming

God has blessed me with the most amazing guy in the world.
He loves the Lord with all he's heart, and you can see it in his life. How he chose to live for him.
It is the best feeling in the world when your parent/family loves the boy/man that means the most in your life.

There have been guys I’m my life that I have had a crush on and no one can compare to Daniel, he is everything I was looking for and more.

God knows everything you need in someone and He has shown me that He will take care of everything. And I just have to wait on Him, and God has taken care of me way more then I would have imagined.

I love Him with ALL of my heart.

And I love you too Daniel.
You are truly amazing, and my prince charming.

So I met him at work about a year ago, and I got to know his dad pretty well when I first started working here and loved him to death. His dad asked me to go to church with them, but I really didn’t know them and so I didn’t go.

Dan would come in a few time and just talk to me and I knew I was going to start liking him if I kept talking to him, so I tried to stay away cuss I was at that point where I was really tired of guys.
But then he would call in all the time to talk to his dad and I answer phones so I would get the call, and he would talk to me for awhile then pass him on to his dad.
So one day my uncle needed help with some stuff so him and his dad came over, and helped out. And then stayed at my place for awhile and just hung out and talked. And the next morning he had a mountain biking thing for our company, and his dad asked if I wanted to go, and bob was like ya right (My uncle) I’m like SURE... so i went and then went to church with him that day and then his dad asked me if i wanted to go to a wedding with them even tho i didnt know the people. And so I went to the wedding also.

I kind of had the feeling that his dad was trying to set us up. And so I met his family that day (brother & sister in-law) I already knew his mom.
I guess his brother and sister were like oh boy here's another girl of his. When they saw me that day and Dan was like its all dad. Anyways we a few days later Dan and my buddy Matt from work decided to go hiking and Matt invited me, so we went and I didn’t even make it up the mountain. Lol... so we went to the falls and then to lunch and then went back to my place to pick up a swim suite, then we went swimming at the lake, and so Dan and I dropped Matt off at his car then went back to his place and talked for a few hours (6) about a lot of different things and he cooked me a stake dinner. It was the best I ever had.

Anyways so we would talk and hang out a little but it wasn’t a big deal.
anyways so I started going to church with them because it was just like Calvary, and then I started going dancing with him on Sunday nights also, and then I knew I was getting in way to deep, and that I was falling for him. So I kept my distance and I wanted to be friends with him instead of liking him. So that’s what I did... but he is so different then all the other guys i have ever known, and i could tell him everything and anything, and talk to him about everything, and Christ, and it wouldnt be awkward.

and so one day I had to tell him that I liked him because I was getting stressed and I was thinking about him more then Christ so I just had to get it off my chest, and so I did, and a few days later I found out that Jo the girl that was worried about falling out of love with him, talked to him the same day.
And that was when all the drama started, and she didn’t know I liked him. But she talked to me about him. and so I acted like I didn’t like him when I gave her advice, and it was good advice that I would have given to any of my other friends, so if it would have worked out or if it wouldn’t have, either way I gave the advice I would to someone that like someone I didn’t like. So I didn’t feel guilty, and so I talk to Ben (Dan's brother) about it all.

anyways, then he told me that he might be moving, and I knew it was coming because I knew I was going to get to know him and then him move, but I knew it wouldn't be for to long, so I wasn’t worried, so when he told me he might be moving he told me in a way that he was asking me if it was ok.

So I went and saw him while he was over there in Walla Walla, and he told me that night that he knew we were in trouble because he was falling for me. and so the next day we went and hung out with my family for awhile, then went home and cooked and went to bed cuss we were really tired, then the next day we went into town and walked around holding hands, we went to a coffee shop then we went to Whitman campus and walked around there and then sat on a bench for about 2-3 hours and just talked about everything. It was so nice, and now we talk when he’s not working.

It is so HARD to like/love someone when you know that they are flirty with someone else just like they are with you, and how different they seem to be at times.
as in Not a player, or is serious about waiting for a relationship, but then finding out that they are just like all the other guys you know. and that there isn't really anything to special with them like you thought there was.

personally i don't love anyone as in a romantic seance, but i DID like someone, still do a little, but i am really disappointed with them for what i know about them now. its really sad how someone proclaims them to be certain way, and to find out that, that's not who they really are at all. they are just like the rest of the boys that mess with girls hearts and then leave them to deal with a broken heart.



this is the thoughts of Me and my friend.

Talk about it/ Talk it out.

Talking about things that your worried , stressed, thinking about or feeling is the best way to get it off your mind, and able to move on with your life.
Feeling like your able to talk to someone about anything to is wonderful. (Ever find someone like that DO NOT LET THEM GO!! they are worth everything you have.)

I know with myself, if you dont ask questions and talk it through, then you will always worry about it, and it will just build up, more and more, until your break and then have a melt down.


it has happen with me a few times. but i found out by talking about it i wont have to deal with it anymore.

boys and hurt.

Yes everyone knows that boys can hurt us girls in some unrealistic way that no one really understands.
I can say personally that its happen to me two times.

First time was when my best friend (That is a guy) told me we could no longer be friends, it was for a stupid reason, but one that i understood. he loved his girlfriend and it was more important to make her happy then to have friends that will always be there for him that he could always count on, and i would still do almost anything if he needed help. And so i was deeply hurt by him, and our friendship has never been the same. But it was his choice and i respect that. And i still love him in a way, not like a romantic love but a brotherly/family love.

Second time would be by a guy that i truly adore, he is the most amazing guy i have met, nothing like any other guy, and i would call him *Perfect*, although i am still getting to know him and i know that NO one is perfect. I should have ran the other way when i saw him, BUT the glow that he had in his heart for the Lord drew me closer, and before you know i like him. And i mean like him so much that any little thing that upset him upset me. and when he was stressed about something, in some way it stressed me out. ( Yes i know that is really uncalled for but i have never truly liked a guy like him before ) he is truly one of a kind. and whoever is lucky to be with him should NOT take him for granted. he deserves so much, and i probably couldn't give it to him anyways. Not say i wouldn't try my hardest, i believe that i could pretty much do anything thing for him as long as that makes him happy. but i believe loving God before liking someone is what would make every little thing in our lives so much more perfect, because you cant start a relationship on just liking someone, there has to be some kind of intent behind relationship, one that the Lord would be proud of, and would resemble Him.
And like with my friend up above i would even stay away from him if needed. EVEN THOUGH i love him i would be able to. he means that much to me that i would be able to do it. I wouldn't like it of course but it is possible.

Ok, so in a different point of view, (Not that i really want to look this way but i will cuss you have to think of everything in these situations) Maybe he is not the one that God has for me and that i am just suppose to let him walk right out of my life, not knowing if he will ever pop back into it. And i think that this is a really great idea, but maybe God is just letting things go the way they are because i am not focused enough on God, and i am more focused on the things of this world. and this is a very big possibility, and i know for myself i am NOT ready to have a relationship.

Worries.

Have you ever gone through life not caring what happens to you, if you live or die.
Thinking that everything will work its self out in time, and everything happens for a reason.
Well i hope that its true cause i cant take the stress of worrying about my friends, family, life and my future. It makes me SAD, grumpy and bitter.



With in the last few months i have become overwhelmingly happy, over joyed by my friends and co-workers. Started going to Church with Daniel and his family, made some new friends there at the church.