Thinking about not dating for a year really makes me want to find a good guy. One that will respect me, and treat me GREAT, with respect. I don't want to find one that will treat me like they could get another girl like me. Treat me like I am one in a million. And that if they lost me their life would end.
Makes me happy that someday I'll find someone like that someday. It will be awhile which I am fine with, as long as I find(God brings) me him someday.
I really need to get things straightened out in my head sooner rather than later so I stop thinking. I am starting to drive myself crazy with the random things that go through this brain of mine.
Why do I have to crush? Why can't I just live and be content with where I am at in life? This is why I am going crazy. I need to learn to be happy by myself, so I can make someone else as happy as I want to make them. This is the only way things will work out in the long run.
I just hope you aren't devastated in the scenario the Seattle job doesn't happen. There are some that hope the best for you.
ReplyDeleteI'll get up there somehow. If it takes awhile and its Gods plan then so be it.
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