The Man..

Must be a christian with the same beliefs.
Has to have a true relationship with God.
Honesty.
Loyalty.
Trustworthy.
Fun to be with.
Charming.
Sweet.
Handsome.
Feels the need to surprise me with little things.
Likes to play with my hair/comb it while watching a video.
Likes to show affection.
Loves music.
Has some sort of music talent.
Loves family/family oriented, good with kids
Likes the outdoors.
Is forward but also kind.
Cares for his friends more then himself.
Understanding.
Sympathetic.
Does what he says he is going to do.
Be there when I need him.
Love me.
Hug and kiss me.
Lay on the couch all day with me and watch movies.(Nothing physical happens)
Is a best friend, where we always have something to talk about.
Caring.
Not a jerk (not just around me but not at all)
Smart.
Outgoing (and kinda random)
Funny
Attractive (to me at least)(fit)
Is a handy man (like one who can work on my car when it messes up!)
Is stronger then I am. (I like wrestling)
Likes cats and dogs. (Treats them right, doesn't beat them.)
Doesn't have to say anything, with just one look he can tell me he loves me.
Can make me laugh with out doing anything out of the ordinary.
Can gets along with my family (HUGE DEAL FOR ME).
Can hug me and tell me everything going to be okay, and I believe him.
Someone I can trust with my whole heart.
Chooses me first.
Tells me everyday that he loves me.
Wakes me up every morning with a kiss.
Determined in life. (Go getter)
Stylish.
Not lazy.
Likes to play video games but its not his life.
Is able to give me girls night and not have me check in every five minutes.
Doesn't like drinking all the time (A beer here and there is okay, not every night)
Knows how to stay on my good side/doesn't say stupid/unnecessary stuff.
Likes guns and going hunting or shooting.
Says random sweet things just because he adores me.
Doesn't boss me around, tell me how to live my life. (You do that your not going to be around very long)
Doesn't use me because I am sweet, and love doing things for people. Its a two way street.
Doesn't pressure me into doing something I don't want to do. (Drinking, smoking, you know stupid stuff when I decide I don't want to do it.)
Likes to cook, and doesn't mind doing it once or twice a week.
Helps me with the cleaning (after meals and when things start to pile up)
Stays away from drama, and knows when its a good idea not to hang out with a certain group of people because they might be trouble.
Is a really hard worker (Like my daddy)
Wants to have a family some day, and goes about the whole thing the right way.
Doesn't flirt with other women.
Doesn't feel he has to do stuff behind my back. (Have a guys night, things like that)
Likes taking pictures together.
Has respect for women. (Doesn't treat them like trash, treats their mom well. That way I know they will treat me well)
Doesn't have fat hands. (They creep me out)
Can take care of his nails. (Doesn't chew on them, and they aren't long. but kept up)
Likes the same music I like. (Michael Buble is a big one)



Not finished as I think of stuff I will update it.

Timing is really everything..

Thinking about not dating for a year really makes me want to find a good guy. One that will respect me, and treat me GREAT, with respect. I don't want to find one that will treat me like they could get another girl like me. Treat me like I am one in a million. And that if they lost me their life would end.

Makes me happy that someday I'll find someone like that someday. It will be awhile which I am fine with, as long as I find(God brings) me him someday.

I really need to get things straightened out in my head sooner rather than later so I stop thinking. I am starting to drive myself crazy with the random things that go through this brain of mine.

Why do I have to crush? Why can't I just live and be content with where I am at in life? This is why I am going crazy. I need to learn to be happy by myself, so I can make someone else as happy as I want to make them. This is the only way things will work out in the long run.