My emotions are up then down, I don't care then I do care.
I can't seem to do anything right. I can't hang out with my friends with out you keeping tabs on me. But the awesome thing about you is that you, you really don't care. Ya, you can act like you do, but if you really did, then you would take action on it instead of making my head hurt and me always feel like it's my fault for everything.
You know what I am going through right now with everything else in my life, why can't you make this easy on me?
You got upset when I cared and then you got upset when I showed that I stopped caring even though it was a front. Honestly nothing will happen with us since you won't take the action and show you care. I have to find this out by my friends that you have been having keep tabs on me with.
Don't you think that is a little much when you are the one that doesn't want anything?
YOU make my head EXPLODE!!
Bethany—
ReplyDeleteIt seems like he either does not know what he wants or he does not know a thing about a relationship, but while he is “thinking” he keeps you hanging in there waiting, well not exactly waiting but just messing with your mind. It seems like you want to be with him or you just want to move on, but him treating you this way is confusing you!! This is so unfair to you. Bethany Good luck with all of this, you are a beautiful kind girl, one of a kind, and one day it won’t be just you who gives love, someone will be the one loving you right and with all their heart and soul! I wish the same for myself and I won’t give up until I find happiness!!
You need to get away. Like on a vacation. Save up and go travel. See new places, meet new people. It's impossible to stop thinking and caring about someone if you're always being reminded of them! GO GO GO!!!!
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