I feel like crap.
You in my memory haunts me.
I feel like I am broken goods.
You left me, and left the largest whole where my heart was.
I always thought that it was not possible for that to happen where you actually feel like you could put something through my whole body just because you put the whole there..
What really sucks is that I see you with your new girl and wish that I could be just as happy even if it weren't with you. I want to feel loved and appreciated. Not always beg for attention, where someone just wants to be with me and it would hurt them if they weren't.
Its hard to open up when all i can think about is how much it hurt and how I'm not over how much it wrecked my life when we ended.
I am glad we aren't together anymore, but I really would love to be able to date and just be swept off my feet by that "ONE" guy.
I wish the pain would leave and I could be my own person again. It's been to long since I have been that happy.
I hate you for doing this to me.
I don't know where to start on how to forgive you, so I can move on with my life and be happy again.
Bethany you are such a sweet girl, you are pretty, very pretty..gosh you have guys lining up behind you..haha..In order to move on you are right you have to forgive him and forgive yourself. You cannot blame yourself, I don't know if you do..I used to do that. You will find someone that adores you!! Gosh you will find someone who cares for you and is going to treat you right and the best of all he will make sure you know he loves you..like the song by clay walker..
ReplyDeleteSomething bout the way she’s wearing her dress a little tighter
Something bout the way she’s staring, she’s looking to start a fire
Something bout the way she’s dancing and drinking chill patron
If she’s lonely now she won’t be lonely long
Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone
He should have thought of that before he left her all alone
If she’s lonely now, she won’t be lonely long
Something about the way she’s blushing you can tell she isn’t sure
Let you know she’s up to something she’s never done before
Tonight she wants to hold a stranger but not the one at home
If she’s lonely now she won’t be lonely long
Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone
He should have thought of that before he left her all alone
If she’s lonely now, she won’t be lonely long
If I had a woman like that
Man I’d let her know
I’d hold her tight
I’d hold her close
Do anything, do everything to let her know
She’d never ever be alone
Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone
He should Have thought of that before he left her all alone
If she’s lonely now, lord if she’s lonely now
If she’s lonely now, she won’t be lonely long
XOXOX Merry Christmas Girl..I love ya!
Rosie <3
Thank you Rosie... You are amazing.. :D
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