I feel like crap.
You in my memory haunts me.
I feel like I am broken goods.
You left me, and left the largest whole where my heart was.
I always thought that it was not possible for that to happen where you actually feel like you could put something through my whole body just because you put the whole there..
What really sucks is that I see you with your new girl and wish that I could be just as happy even if it weren't with you. I want to feel loved and appreciated. Not always beg for attention, where someone just wants to be with me and it would hurt them if they weren't.
Its hard to open up when all i can think about is how much it hurt and how I'm not over how much it wrecked my life when we ended.
I am glad we aren't together anymore, but I really would love to be able to date and just be swept off my feet by that "ONE" guy.
I wish the pain would leave and I could be my own person again. It's been to long since I have been that happy.
I hate you for doing this to me.
I don't know where to start on how to forgive you, so I can move on with my life and be happy again.
